Kamea
Please accept my heartfelt sympathy to you and your family. It is never easy to say goodbye to the ones we love. Reading the bible has helped me to have a hope for the what the future holds. Revelation 21:3,4 "with that I heard a loud voice from the throne say: look! The tent of God is with them, and they will be his people. And god himself will be with them. And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away." We have the hope that one day we will not have to experience the pain that comes with loosing someone. I hope you will find encouragement from this as I have.