I can't believe it's been a month tomorrow already that I received that devastating phone call. It still seems so surreal. We all love and miss you so much everyday.I'm so thankful I was able to talk to you at length the night before. Little did I know when I said "Bye, I love you", it would be for the last time. I'm so glad the four of us were able to make the trip to Maryland to give you your send off to Heaven. I know you are still with us in spirit, cuz you are sending us signs all the time.
I can't believe you had your own funeral music on your new Ipad.. it was such a timeline of your life & we all loved it. I can't tell you how many times I've heard ZZ Top "Sharp Dressed Man" randomly playing on the radio in the last month. When "Somewhere" played memories of drum corps days came flooding back. What great times we all had traveling all over the Midwest to the competitions.
A couple weeks ago when Kayla & I were in Cedar Rapids we went back to our old neighborhood & we got to see Sandi Whitney Blease & her 2 sisters & Brother, Rick. It was such a good time sharing memories of all growing up together.
I know you & Mom are up there looking down on us, so continue to let us know you are ok. We all look forward to the day we will all be together again to join you in Heaven.
We look to our memories for comfort,,,,to friends & each other for help & understanding, and our faith for hope & peace.
You are the best brother I could've ever hoped to have. Remember, you are the one that gave me my nickname when you were little & I was only a baby cuz you couldn't say Dona. I love you, Dear Neil
DeDee