Kamea
Please accept my heartfelt sympathy to you and your family. It is never easy to say goodbye to a loved one that we hold so dear to our heart. The bible has helped give me a hope for the future. Revelation 21:3,4 "with that u heard a loud voice from the throne say: look! The tent of god is with mankind, and he will reside with them, and they will be his people. And God himself will be with them. And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will morning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away" so we can have hope that one day none of us will have to suffer or even experience the pain that comes from loosing a loved one. I hope you will find encouragement from this as much as I have.