Bill used to stop by the site once a week for 2.5 years and I don't think he missed but maybe 3 deliveries. He was reliable, caring, and I have never seen him not try to make everyone around him smile no matter how his own day was going - Even on days where his car broke down, his cell phone died and he did not have a dime in his pocket to pick up a lunch, he still found something positive to talk about.. Almost two months later, it still has not entirely sunk in it seems that he really won't be back as every time I see a van that looks like his my heart still jumps with joy and I try to see whether it is him driving it, so I can waive at him and see his goofy smile.. Still waiting for him to be back each week..
I cannot even imagine how hard him leaving is for you and am very sorry for your loss..